Hello!

After years hearing about the benefits of microdosing psilocybin, curiosity has gotten the better of me and I have decided to try it out for myself.

For the last few years, and particularly/extremely in the last few months, I have been having feelings of depression and emptiness brought on by anxious, ruminating thoughts that I can't shake. I have tried everything - clean eating, exercise, community involvement, hobbies, socializing, therapy, mindfulness, change of environment, meditation... nothing has worked and I can't find a doctor who will take me seriously, so I have decided to explore new avenues and ordered some truffles to see if this new approach will be of any benefit.

I ordered the 'Microdosing XP' combo from Wholecelium to start out - each blister containing 1g of truffles containing psilocybin.

I am a 32 year old female with a history of MDD, GAD and hypothyroidism, and currently being treated with an SSRI and Levothyroxine to combat the conditions. I don't drink often (<2 a month) and don't partake in any drugs (well, not until now, I guess!).

I am hoping to achieve more clarity in my mind, to understand myself and others better, to alter my perception of emotions, and to gain more focus and understanding.